They put a sock on me and my underwear on And said we all played strip poker and that I won. Every time I fail to have it all up and become unable to satisfy him, he's entitled to punish me harder and to be rougher. It is about me exposing by deepest sexual secrets and leaving myself and my soul completely naked for the world to see. The nature of this judgment is inconsistent with many Protestant churches teaching the saving comes from accepting Jesus Christ as their savior, while the Greek Orthodox and Catholic Churches teach that the judgment hinges on both faith and works. I was at full mast standing, sitting or laying down.